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[_bbbrittany]

RIP DON PEDRO.

i am very angry/upset.

my car's engine is blown out.
& its going to cost 5000 dollars to repair.
my parents said it is not worth it on that car.
they are probably right.

damnit.
i love my car.
everything about it.
he's an amazing car.

i guess i'm getting a new one.
but when? with what money?

i won't have my car to park at school.
i won't have my car to drive around during spring break,
to get to work,
to stay the night out,
to go get my hair cut,
to run to walmart.

my parents need their cars.

iamangryashell.

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.

well, i love you don pedro.
you've done a marvelous job-
my first car, my first love.
we've been through a lot of things together
& i'll always love you.

i may sound like a spoiled brat,
but this is very upsetting to me-
so i'd prefer no one tell me to get over it
because they don't have a car.
it's hard going from having a car
to not having one.

i never realized the attachment i had to my car.
it's kinda pathetic.

i gave him a personality
& even a sexual orientation.

anyway.
im going to go eat, a lot
& go to bed.
goodnight.