Dec 14, 2005 08:59
So i have found somebody new, she is amazing. I am going to give the situation time, i dont want to rush anything like i did in a past relationship. But at this point i think she is absolutely perfect.. My mom was right.. she said when the time was right the right person would be there. I love my mom.
I am happy with my life at this point, ive got the greatest friends, and all the support i need to better myself. What was it Sara called herself? a "social butterfly"? I am far from a "social butterfly," considering that the phrase itself makes me want to puke... But i am pretty sure i can keep my penis in my pants and lead a life 10 times better than the life i led with her.
I have returned to my "sxe" ways.. I refuse to drink or anything, i wasted my summer, i dont remember much of it. I dont know why i ever broke it, probably because i was driven into a deep depression when i started going out with the almighty Sara. Goodbye to you.
"If you're not edge now you never were." Well i am not edge, but i am healthy, proud of myself and happy. Fuck anyone who wants to mess that up for me.