i didn't choose this role
If you didin't know, I quit the nanny gig. I am a much better person for it, and I know that even though things might not always be smooth, or go the way that I want them to I am never gonna feel like how I have felt being in this house, and having this job. I don't regret the move or being here because I feel that I have grown & learned so much, and I doubt that would have happened so quickly back home. But the one thing I do regret through out this whole time, and something that I am gonna work on starting now is my tendency to have verbal diarrhea. I talk to much & talk to to many people. I feel the need to let anyone & everyone know what's going on in my life and sometime I tell to much information. Which is not nessasary at all. So my goal from now on is be selective in what I say and whom I say it too. Because sometimes you can't trust people, and sometimes not everyone needs to know. I have of course learned heaps of other things but right now, that is the most important lesson I feel.
Even though I am ready to leave, I learned this week that it was alot harder than I thought it would be. It is going to be weird, and nice at the same time to have my freedom back. To not have to run errands for someone, not have a curfew (let me remind you that I am 22!), and do things in my own timing. Now, don't get me wrong, I work and I work hard, but the next time I work for a family, it will be my own. I can not wait to go to shows again, and go during the week if I so choose! I've already started the job hunt, and I am really excited to have a normal job. I won't be able to get down to business until I get back from Texas, but I turned in my resume to a few places, and have a couple of options open.
Speaking of home, I am going home on Saturday! I can't wait to just have a week of nothing to do, and hang out with my family and best friends. It is a well deserved vacation, and the only thing missing is Pete, but that will be the next trip home! I've got a couple of things planned, but I really just wanna see the people that mean the most to me, and chill. And since it will be Easter Sunday, hopefully I don't miss anyone!
Now, back to packing, and going to bed soon! Goodnight from the Pigozzi House, one last time.
Even though I am ready to leave, I learned this week that it was alot harder than I thought it would be. It is going to be weird, and nice at the same time to have my freedom back. To not have to run errands for someone, not have a curfew (let me remind you that I am 22!), and do things in my own timing. Now, don't get me wrong, I work and I work hard, but the next time I work for a family, it will be my own. I can not wait to go to shows again, and go during the week if I so choose! I've already started the job hunt, and I am really excited to have a normal job. I won't be able to get down to business until I get back from Texas, but I turned in my resume to a few places, and have a couple of options open.
Speaking of home, I am going home on Saturday! I can't wait to just have a week of nothing to do, and hang out with my family and best friends. It is a well deserved vacation, and the only thing missing is Pete, but that will be the next trip home! I've got a couple of things planned, but I really just wanna see the people that mean the most to me, and chill. And since it will be Easter Sunday, hopefully I don't miss anyone!
Now, back to packing, and going to bed soon! Goodnight from the Pigozzi House, one last time.