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so ive been thinking.
life isnt so bad,
for the moment im content...
not happy, but not unhappy.
+ my parents are starting to trust me again
+ me & ash are back on track! [being the reason my parents trust me again most likely]
+ its spring break
+ me & ash are making these BADASS cd's for spring break.
+ i got to hang out with DaNa today, and i NEVER get to do that. Colorgaurd :(
+ i get to hang out with Mike tomorrow, and hopefully candance
+ no body is dying
- my parents think im popping pills [cos of my "drastic moodswings"]
- i missed the saila show last night
- things with a certain someone are kinda blah, and the worst part is i dont even care.
- my relathionships with everyone are just kinda going down a shithole
- im really annoyed at everyone/everything
Im trying to stay away from a lot of people right now.
i got SO dissapointed on friday night...
im still dissapointed...
i dont need people like that in my life,
theyll just drag me farther down...
but all in all im doing alright.
im not dancing,
but im sure things will get better...
and being hopeful is all ive got right now :)
life isnt so bad,
for the moment im content...
not happy, but not unhappy.
+ my parents are starting to trust me again
+ me & ash are back on track! [being the reason my parents trust me again most likely]
+ its spring break
+ me & ash are making these BADASS cd's for spring break.
+ i got to hang out with DaNa today, and i NEVER get to do that. Colorgaurd :(
+ i get to hang out with Mike tomorrow, and hopefully candance
+ no body is dying
- my parents think im popping pills [cos of my "drastic moodswings"]
- i missed the saila show last night
- things with a certain someone are kinda blah, and the worst part is i dont even care.
- my relathionships with everyone are just kinda going down a shithole
- im really annoyed at everyone/everything
Im trying to stay away from a lot of people right now.
i got SO dissapointed on friday night...
im still dissapointed...
i dont need people like that in my life,
theyll just drag me farther down...
but all in all im doing alright.
im not dancing,
but im sure things will get better...
and being hopeful is all ive got right now :)