These last couple months have been crazy.
I knew it, I just knew it. How come I fall completly for someone that is just going to hurt me, make me fall hard. I'm hoping that this time around isn't as bad as last time. I don't think I can handle a hit. I'm going to take a break from him, its what I need and I think its what he needs. He's an awsome guy but yeh. I'm falling fast and am expecting a fall anytime now.
I told him last nite in tears that I'd do anything for him. But he just told me he didn't like drinking with me because of how emotional I get but I wasn't that drunk last nite.
In other news. I"m never home, I don't even feel I live at home. I don't want to live at home but certain circumstances are forcing me to live here but as long as I have awesome friends then I can always stay with them.
Classes begin in a week. I leave for Chicago with Mikaela tomorrow afternoon to see Michelle. A 4 day vacation full of drinking. Joy, not even in the mood to drink. Hmph. Malibu(sp?) and SoCo here I come!
My classes go as Followed.....
- Philospohy - Tuesday/Thursdays
- American History 1877 to today - Tuesday Thursday
- Humanities through the Arts - Wednesday 6:30 to 9:30pm
- Creative Writing - Tuesday Thursdays
I feel like picking up another class but I decided not too.
Bennigans is going great. I've had these last couple weeks off but yeh I work tonight. The job pays really well. Chili's gave me a raise. I'm not making a whole 8.50. Yehh.... not really but yeh its better then the 7.50 I was making. I'm just cooking now really. Its nice.
I neeed to go. I think I might go to SA. Feels like months since I've been there.
Well LJ. Have a nice day.
-yoyo