I'm missing the Plain White T's show Wednesday due to work, this sucks.
I truely can't explain the emotions and feelings going through me right now. I can't just sit back and explain why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling. If I could frankly I probably wouldn't be feeling like this. I'm working a lot lately, meaning that something is bother me but what?
I'm craving attention. Is that bad? I believe so. I'm craving it but yet I feel the need to not be around people for long periods of times therefore if I do, I catch myself getting upset and irritated and I walk away making people belive that something is far wrong when in reality nothing is wrong yet my confused self of being at the moment.
I'm getting mad at people who I think are my friends for random stuff, I'm getting irritated with the few people I actually trust in life. Maybe I need new surroundings, new people. I get bored with doing the same thing over and over again, take work for example. I got bored of hosting, I got bored of busing, I got bored with TOGO and I get bored with serving and at the moment I'm becoming bored with EXPO. Who wouldn't expect me to become bored with my surroundings. Friends are going off to college in the fall, many I probably won't see for a long period of time but yet I'm still going to have many friends here going to DMACC with me.
-Later aligator
-------Steph--------
P.S. The Spill Canvas along with Wakfield and Umbrellas....................July 8th, in Iowa City at Gabes. Come on, its The Spill Canvas!