i've got the freezes.
i am looking for a new job.
this is a true solid fact for several reasons. i have a college degree. i work at ritz camera. my mom is on my back (though after further discussion i should revise this.) my mom likes me best. my manager threw a box at me the other day, ran into the back room and cried. she proceeded to talk trash about me the second i went to lunch. my feeble heart can not take these crazies anymore.
so on to craigslist i go. everytime i come home from work. every morning i wake up before i go to work, and i'm finding jobs and i'm saying hmm i could apply to that.
yet everytime i think about doing a different job my heart fills with terror. i don't know if it's just because i haven't had a new job in so long and i'm afraid of being uncomfortable again or if i'm just scared i'll be the worst front desk person this medical office has ever seen or what. and i try to remind myself that it's only a job. you can quit if you don't like it. they don't shackle you down. but still i pull up these job descriptions, look at them. think about them. and then walk away from my computer and go to work.
i am stuck in the middle of a ice cream sundae.
this is a true solid fact for several reasons. i have a college degree. i work at ritz camera. my mom is on my back (though after further discussion i should revise this.) my mom likes me best. my manager threw a box at me the other day, ran into the back room and cried. she proceeded to talk trash about me the second i went to lunch. my feeble heart can not take these crazies anymore.
so on to craigslist i go. everytime i come home from work. every morning i wake up before i go to work, and i'm finding jobs and i'm saying hmm i could apply to that.
yet everytime i think about doing a different job my heart fills with terror. i don't know if it's just because i haven't had a new job in so long and i'm afraid of being uncomfortable again or if i'm just scared i'll be the worst front desk person this medical office has ever seen or what. and i try to remind myself that it's only a job. you can quit if you don't like it. they don't shackle you down. but still i pull up these job descriptions, look at them. think about them. and then walk away from my computer and go to work.
i am stuck in the middle of a ice cream sundae.