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i am writing this with a very numb face because honestly what the hell can you do when half your face is totally numb? i always thought it was funny how the dentist drugs you for seriously six hours when most all dental procedures take less than 45 minutes. and how i know this is true but the whole time all i'm doing is praying to god that they go faster before the novacaine wears off. so yeah, the dentist sucks and it costs a lot of money.
the brakes on my bicycle are gone. literally. the cable totally snapped while i was adjusting them the other day. i supose that's better than having the brake cable snap while i was about to hit a small adopted child and his adorable puppy that was just rescued from a fire that burned down his previously abusive home, but still. i have no brakes.
i also have no breaks. i got two days off of work this week and it's like the miracle of christmas or something. of course during those two days off all i did was get aggravated and stress out like i do every other day.
did you ever notice how weird bleach is? i did. why does it bleach out the color of everything you care about but it doesn't bleach out the color of oh i don't know, the sponge you use? fucking weird.
i really wish i could feel that side of my face so i could go to work and probably not make any money.
LJ EXTRA!
a list of things that i am freaking the fuck out about:
1. why am i totally fucking awful at dating people? seriously, is it me? is it them? is it the boys i try to date? i don't get it.
2. school and why and when did i get so awful at it
3. my future and really if i can't study the stuff i want to then am i even doing the right thing?
4. my job and why can't i make a sale anymore?
5. money
6. dental work
7. i hope my hamster never hates me.
the brakes on my bicycle are gone. literally. the cable totally snapped while i was adjusting them the other day. i supose that's better than having the brake cable snap while i was about to hit a small adopted child and his adorable puppy that was just rescued from a fire that burned down his previously abusive home, but still. i have no brakes.
i also have no breaks. i got two days off of work this week and it's like the miracle of christmas or something. of course during those two days off all i did was get aggravated and stress out like i do every other day.
did you ever notice how weird bleach is? i did. why does it bleach out the color of everything you care about but it doesn't bleach out the color of oh i don't know, the sponge you use? fucking weird.
i really wish i could feel that side of my face so i could go to work and probably not make any money.
LJ EXTRA!
a list of things that i am freaking the fuck out about:
1. why am i totally fucking awful at dating people? seriously, is it me? is it them? is it the boys i try to date? i don't get it.
2. school and why and when did i get so awful at it
3. my future and really if i can't study the stuff i want to then am i even doing the right thing?
4. my job and why can't i make a sale anymore?
5. money
6. dental work
7. i hope my hamster never hates me.