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the new apartment is very nice. it's nice to eat there. it's nice to sleep there. it's nice to dance to techno there. its nice to drink brazillian beers there. its nice for lots of things.
i am embarking on what i have titled a second puberty. a second complete life 180. a second completely new set of questions and insecurities and realizations that i have no idea what i am doing with myself in the future. everything matches up minus the growing boobies and hair in naughty places.
it's really nice to be in school. at first i was really insecure about it, feeling like i wasn't doing anything since i wasn't studying.
it's so nice to not be concerned about who i will run into on the quad or constantly worrying about my past follies. it's nice to be who i am (even if that is very awkward and insecure anyway) without worrying so much about who i was.
does that make sense? i think so.
also, it's brahma night at charlies.