our days are numbered
hello to my friend livejournal. it has been a while since i have talked to you.
I went to colorado a couple days ago and I had a blast visiting devon. i drank wayyyy too much and it was way too cold. I am sick now. I had a horrible fever and it broke on sat afternoon. thank god for that. i've sweated so much in my life and i life in arizona.
I'm setting myself up for another heartbreak. things are just so great right now and he leaves in about 2 months. life is a bitch. its an experiance i suppose. it wont hurt me as badly as i think it will??
I really want to move out soon. in a couple months. but, i don't think i will be able to. I'de like to move to mesa or tempe. I don't know who with because all the people i know are slipping out of my life and right now I'm down to three friends. two in which are leaving the state in two months and the other is my older sister. I'm done living with my sister and the other two are not an option. Maybe i should just wait? probably. but i want/need to get out of my house. i'm going to be 20 this year and i feel so lame saying i live with my parents. i know someone who is 29 and lives at home still. nottt cooool. i can't have my parents pay for anything though, and i know they wont. my biggest probably here is that i dont have a bed or a sofa to take with me. what a probalem huh!?
anyway,
i want to know where the hell everyone is? i'm looking at my walls with devon sarah and sarah sylk dugan eric vishnu justin ryan and jaylen on them and the only person i still talk to is... doo doo doooo devooooon. what the fuck has happened??
I went to colorado a couple days ago and I had a blast visiting devon. i drank wayyyy too much and it was way too cold. I am sick now. I had a horrible fever and it broke on sat afternoon. thank god for that. i've sweated so much in my life and i life in arizona.
I'm setting myself up for another heartbreak. things are just so great right now and he leaves in about 2 months. life is a bitch. its an experiance i suppose. it wont hurt me as badly as i think it will??
I really want to move out soon. in a couple months. but, i don't think i will be able to. I'de like to move to mesa or tempe. I don't know who with because all the people i know are slipping out of my life and right now I'm down to three friends. two in which are leaving the state in two months and the other is my older sister. I'm done living with my sister and the other two are not an option. Maybe i should just wait? probably. but i want/need to get out of my house. i'm going to be 20 this year and i feel so lame saying i live with my parents. i know someone who is 29 and lives at home still. nottt cooool. i can't have my parents pay for anything though, and i know they wont. my biggest probably here is that i dont have a bed or a sofa to take with me. what a probalem huh!?
anyway,
i want to know where the hell everyone is? i'm looking at my walls with devon sarah and sarah sylk dugan eric vishnu justin ryan and jaylen on them and the only person i still talk to is... doo doo doooo devooooon. what the fuck has happened??