yes, now

[_ball_and_chain]

this weekend was so odd. the foo fighters were awesome, but i only swa 4 songs, but they were good ones. we had awesome seats too. i got pulled over and it made me really upset but i didn't get a ticket, thank god. the whole night made me see other sides of either who i think are my best friends or just friends in general. i don't know how to take some things in and what to think about them. honestly, am i on a dead end road? i just wish one thing in the world would be so much better and i keep trying so very hard to work it out but i need another to try too and that hasn't happened in probably just shy of a year. I'm trying to forget about it but its hard to. im such a nice person. i thought that once you lost something you learnt how much you loved it but that wasn't the case for him. and sitll isn't.

i like what justin said.. things are great when you surround yourself with the right people.