To my BumbleBee.....Rest in Peace

Oct 17, 2007 21:15

first of all, i appreciate all of you much more than i did before. I don't want to lose any of you. You should read this, it's for kate, my bumble bee. I'm going to miss her...

RIP KATELYN VICTORIA PERSTEN



^ her last day of school before she died that night :(...

You always knew how to make everyone smile or laugh with your bizarre personality. I will never forget that day at summer school when you kept telling me to do that impression of you and i was way too shy, but then we hungout after and i finally came around to doing it and u laughed and yelled "THAT DOES SOUND LIKE ME!" ugh, it's really hard to believe you aren't here anymore. Like I know we weren't BEST friends, but we were still friends. I remember coming up to you at school, high as fuck, and you were high too, we always made a great team like that, as bad as that sounds because it's the reason of your death. Still, that day I tried to open my orange soda can with my thumb because the top came off and it cut me and my thumb started to bleed. i RAN towards you and told you to help me fix it and you blew on it and told me it's fixed. i was so grateful, but very idiotic. haha. i never would have thought you'd be gone before that cut was. And now who is going to pull me over to their little circle when I'm drunk and stumbling around the lawn? I know youre reading this because i know they have a myspace in heaven. except Theres no tom, theres God. AHH i keep rambling but I'm just saying how i feel. we all really cared about you and i hope you didn't think otherwise. ugh i really can't let it go...we got close your last few months of your life. I will never forget the last moment I saw you, at the amc and ran up to you yelling KATE KATE! and then that one last hug goodbye. I should have held on longer, that way i know you would have no way of leaving us if we stayed hugging. everyone is so hearbroken over this and I cant stop thinking about it. That friday at school, i felt the BIGGEST need to take a picture with you, and I did. i didn't know why but i just had an urge to. and Im glad I did, because now I will always have a memory of me and you together. I'm really gonna miss how you would always reply to my bulletins, even when they were stupid and pointless and annoying, which most of them are and i know taht, but you replied anyways and started a conversation of your own with your happy personality. you would always entertain me with those.... okay, i'll do one last impression of you... "Coke is SOOOOO amazingggg." its not the same online huh? well you can just imagine me saying it. See you in my dreams. Rest in Peace my little bumble bee.
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September 22, 1992 - October 12, 2007
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