Wow.
YOU fucked up. Lost something that was special to you for a sence of being "wanted" and "secure." But let me tell ya something, it won't last for long. It's not a guarentee that someone will be around forever, reguarless if you see something in the future with them. No one should be played for a fool, or treated like second hand smoke. Either you take it or you don't. And you didn't. You passed up the oppourtunity to be happy again.
Going back to the way a person used to be can backfire. One day reality will sink and and sneak up on you like a smack in the face. But that person, I refuse, will be me. There's no looking back now. I'm going to bed tonight and waking up a new woman. So thank you.
Anyways, I haven't really updated in awhile.
Not too much has been going on. Well, that's a complete and utter lie, but eh, I can deal.
Going to Wildwood next week and I cannot fucking wait. It'll be great. Oh, and Chris, Call me tomorrow cuz I wanna talk more about what's going on.
Starting Saturday, I'll be having the best week of my hole summer. Saturday night going to the Breaking Ben concert, then leaving for the beach on Sunday. Thank God.
So we're moving. Only right up the street. But we're moving little by litle everyday. The weekend of the 22nd is going to be the day we're moving the big stuff. We will be completely out of this house on the 22nd. (Either that Saturday or Sunday)
I've been on a diet this week and dropped 5 lbs in 7 days. Not too bad, but have a long way to go.
Haven't played ddr in a very long time. I should start again to just get some exersize. But don't worry, I'll still be at the Advenure Games tourney...that is, if I'm still welcome there.
Selling all my power (magic cards) online and quitting that. I'm back into CoH. I forgot how fun the game is. Found a great group of people at That Gaming Place so been spending alot of time there.
Need to start playing poker again. I've just been wrapped up in stress that I haven't had the time or patience for it. I really want to again. When we move in the new house, I'm having a poker table n the attic with a pool table. It'll be fun. Everytime I watch it at work, it give me chills. All in, then calling just sends chills down my spine.
There are actually alot of things I want to get back into. And I intend on changing alot of that tomorrow. Tomorrow is a new day for me. Fresh start on a clean slate.
Well, that concludes my long post for the month. I'm off to bed.
Night!
Going back to the way a person used to be can backfire. One day reality will sink and and sneak up on you like a smack in the face. But that person, I refuse, will be me. There's no looking back now. I'm going to bed tonight and waking up a new woman. So thank you.
Anyways, I haven't really updated in awhile.
Not too much has been going on. Well, that's a complete and utter lie, but eh, I can deal.
Going to Wildwood next week and I cannot fucking wait. It'll be great. Oh, and Chris, Call me tomorrow cuz I wanna talk more about what's going on.
Starting Saturday, I'll be having the best week of my hole summer. Saturday night going to the Breaking Ben concert, then leaving for the beach on Sunday. Thank God.
So we're moving. Only right up the street. But we're moving little by litle everyday. The weekend of the 22nd is going to be the day we're moving the big stuff. We will be completely out of this house on the 22nd. (Either that Saturday or Sunday)
I've been on a diet this week and dropped 5 lbs in 7 days. Not too bad, but have a long way to go.
Haven't played ddr in a very long time. I should start again to just get some exersize. But don't worry, I'll still be at the Advenure Games tourney...that is, if I'm still welcome there.
Selling all my power (magic cards) online and quitting that. I'm back into CoH. I forgot how fun the game is. Found a great group of people at That Gaming Place so been spending alot of time there.
Need to start playing poker again. I've just been wrapped up in stress that I haven't had the time or patience for it. I really want to again. When we move in the new house, I'm having a poker table n the attic with a pool table. It'll be fun. Everytime I watch it at work, it give me chills. All in, then calling just sends chills down my spine.
There are actually alot of things I want to get back into. And I intend on changing alot of that tomorrow. Tomorrow is a new day for me. Fresh start on a clean slate.
Well, that concludes my long post for the month. I'm off to bed.
Night!