hmm..

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So i havent writtin in a long time.. My tummy hurts.. i have so much on my mind.. SO MUCH.ben ran out of gas today i had to bring him some it was funny.I'm spending the night with all the gurls tomorrow night.YEHA....Ben and i are in a little fight. I can't take his attitude sometimes.Things are werid with michele and her little crew at lunch, were like not friends anymore.. i dont know if her little update was about me or someone eltz but whatever. I feel like shit.. There is somthing serous on my mind. I'm scared.. Really really scared... I can't stop crying...Anyways, I start work tomrrow i trained today if u want to call it that. I don't know nothing more to say.. I want to die right now ..

Ps. Ben im sorry if im being a bitch.. Somthing is important is on my mind. I'm sorry.