OMG OMG OMG
OMG...things were so crazy tonight...I dont know what came over me. it wasnt like me at all. I didnt want any of it to happen, I didnt even mean anything..I guess it was one of those things when your really upset or mad and you say the first thing that pops into your head even though you never think that at all!!
Tonight my parents and I were sitting in my room trying to figure out how to rearrange it. Well things were going okay we were getting along until me and my mom started to argue..well she got mad and left the room. I said wow this is so dumb..she came and turned around stormed into my room thinking I said wow my mom is so dumb. but I didnt. She came up in my face saying "say that to me again, what the hell did you call me?" then she slapped me. My mother has never slapped me before..Then I urged my mom and dad to leave the room. I slammed my door shut and put the stero on loud so they couldnt hear me cry. I didnt do anything and I didnt even mean to say that and for my mom to take it the wrong way at all. about 20 mins later my mom knocks on the door and she comes in saying im grounded etc..well I broke into even more tears and told her a lot of shit thats been going on. and she hugged me and started crying sayin how proud she is of me of what kind of person I am turning out to be and etc..she was like I didnt mean to hit you im soo sorry and she kept apologizing. I apologized about 100 times too. I love my mom and i didnt mean to say any of that to her. My dad came in the room and saw us both crying. So were all good now and we finally figured out what were gunna do to my room. Even tho there is no major change in it at all but itll be a better hang out spot! woot woot. So yeah me and my mom are okay we just finished watching Raise your voice together that movie is soo good and sad! I feel so bad tho, I didnt mean for things to happen w/ me and my mom I love her to death..I hope she just forgives me like she said she does..And woohoo Im not grounded! Lol..Ive never been grounded..why start now?
Im burning myself 2 cds now..A goo goo dolls mix of all my favorite songs by them and a mix of rap and r&b..then off to bed.
-Carly
Tonight my parents and I were sitting in my room trying to figure out how to rearrange it. Well things were going okay we were getting along until me and my mom started to argue..well she got mad and left the room. I said wow this is so dumb..she came and turned around stormed into my room thinking I said wow my mom is so dumb. but I didnt. She came up in my face saying "say that to me again, what the hell did you call me?" then she slapped me. My mother has never slapped me before..Then I urged my mom and dad to leave the room. I slammed my door shut and put the stero on loud so they couldnt hear me cry. I didnt do anything and I didnt even mean to say that and for my mom to take it the wrong way at all. about 20 mins later my mom knocks on the door and she comes in saying im grounded etc..well I broke into even more tears and told her a lot of shit thats been going on. and she hugged me and started crying sayin how proud she is of me of what kind of person I am turning out to be and etc..she was like I didnt mean to hit you im soo sorry and she kept apologizing. I apologized about 100 times too. I love my mom and i didnt mean to say any of that to her. My dad came in the room and saw us both crying. So were all good now and we finally figured out what were gunna do to my room. Even tho there is no major change in it at all but itll be a better hang out spot! woot woot. So yeah me and my mom are okay we just finished watching Raise your voice together that movie is soo good and sad! I feel so bad tho, I didnt mean for things to happen w/ me and my mom I love her to death..I hope she just forgives me like she said she does..And woohoo Im not grounded! Lol..Ive never been grounded..why start now?
Im burning myself 2 cds now..A goo goo dolls mix of all my favorite songs by them and a mix of rap and r&b..then off to bed.
-Carly