I am going to die.
Holy crap.
In case any of you have shitty sleeping schedules to the point where you're up at 4AM, staying up all night doesn't sort it. Instead it makes you feel like shit. And did I mention how much daytime TV sucks? (I know I didn't) I'd rather be at college/school that watch that crap.
Speaking of crazy TV. I always wondered what it would be like to trip out on acid. And this morning I think I got as close as I'm likely to. Ever. Channel 5's childrens' programmes. First up was some talking airplanes, helicopters and a fire engine. It was seriously mind-altering shit.
Then it was some Hi5. See what they did there? They were a pop group, I guess. "We're going to work. We're going to work, work." What is the point of them lyrics!? At 4-5 year old kids. And when they said work the lights would go out and they'd have glow in the dark patches. One of them starting playing the didgeridoo and I couldn't take anymore.
What happened to the great childrens' programmes' of our era? No wonder kids are so fucked up these days.
Whoa. Yeah. I feel weird as shit. Need sleep, but too early. MUST HANG ON!
It's my 18th in.. six days! I really have nothing planned. On the actual day (Tuesday), my Dad said I have to buy him my first legal drink. Fair enough. And then I'll get drunk or something.
The following weekend is probably when all the family will come round. Where no doubt I'll just get ribbed all day over supporting Spurs, the length of my hair, the fact I barely go out during the day (yes, I get the "don't go outside! there's sunlight!" jokes). Then at night invite some friends over and get drunk/stoned/so I don't remember.
Yeah. But because of certain other things my birthday seems less significant. Which is a selfish way of looking at things, but meh.
I'm tired.
söp wuz hér
In case any of you have shitty sleeping schedules to the point where you're up at 4AM, staying up all night doesn't sort it. Instead it makes you feel like shit. And did I mention how much daytime TV sucks? (I know I didn't) I'd rather be at college/school that watch that crap.
Speaking of crazy TV. I always wondered what it would be like to trip out on acid. And this morning I think I got as close as I'm likely to. Ever. Channel 5's childrens' programmes. First up was some talking airplanes, helicopters and a fire engine. It was seriously mind-altering shit.
Then it was some Hi5. See what they did there? They were a pop group, I guess. "We're going to work. We're going to work, work." What is the point of them lyrics!? At 4-5 year old kids. And when they said work the lights would go out and they'd have glow in the dark patches. One of them starting playing the didgeridoo and I couldn't take anymore.
What happened to the great childrens' programmes' of our era? No wonder kids are so fucked up these days.
Whoa. Yeah. I feel weird as shit. Need sleep, but too early. MUST HANG ON!
It's my 18th in.. six days! I really have nothing planned. On the actual day (Tuesday), my Dad said I have to buy him my first legal drink. Fair enough. And then I'll get drunk or something.
The following weekend is probably when all the family will come round. Where no doubt I'll just get ribbed all day over supporting Spurs, the length of my hair, the fact I barely go out during the day (yes, I get the "don't go outside! there's sunlight!" jokes). Then at night invite some friends over and get drunk/stoned/so I don't remember.
Yeah. But because of certain other things my birthday seems less significant. Which is a selfish way of looking at things, but meh.
I'm tired.
söp wuz hér