Jun 15, 2004 13:27
i guess ill talk about graduation...
ok, so, at rehearsal that morning, i felt incredibly out of place...like even more than ever before...it was weird cause we had only been out for like 2 weeks. i guess the last day of school was kind of the end for me, so seeing everyone again was a little weird...i dunno. then, the actual graduation was boring as all hell. i actually fell asleep. not for long, but i definately dozed off. mrs. maloney needs to learn how to speak in front of people. anyways, after graduation, when everyone was out in the little hall, i realized something. i realized that ive never really been in a group of friends...like, i had no one to say goodbye to. i dont even know if any of my aquaintances will keep in touch - ANY of them. its kind of dissapointing to figure this out after i graduate, cause i probably could have made some friends if i had realized before. but, its kind of good because if i had a bunch of friends id probably overwhelmed with sadness cause we'd all be saying bye anyways. so, its kind of easier...
whatever, im just so glad to be out of doherty. here i come fpc, cant wait :)