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Today was pretty okay. in english we watched the simpsons version of lord of the flies. for some reason i was like the only one laughing. it was just funny. haha. then seminar... kareoke hell ya. some guys need to not try and sing high because it just doesn't work out for them at all. when i came home today i went to the mall w. bill (jill) and we ate at olgas. yum. now i'm here.
Last night i was talking to alisha's bf zach and i've known him for what? like 2 days pretty much. i've only met him one time in person. He told me that him and alisha were talking and they were like "we wish becca was here. everything was so much better when she was here" yea i almost like burst out in tears. then today he told me that alisha really missed me and that she wishes that i could be there with her cuz shes not going through a good time right now. So i called her today. and i just cried. i miss her so much. i talked to her last sunday and for a little bit yesterday but still. its not the same when your not right there with the person. we talked for awhile and she was telling me how she missed me so much and she found this scrapbook that i made her when we were thirteen, these build a bears that we made like 4 years ago and these giant stuffed fluffy monkeys taht we bought like 6 years ago and she just started crying. So i started crying. I honestly wish i could be there with her to help her out. but i can't. and it hurts. its not like i want to leave all my friends here, honestly i love them to death. Hopefully things will start to work out for her and i'm trying to be there for her as much as i can.