to hate or not to hate...
so i haven't updated in a while...terribly sorry my dear...i do hope you are not mad at me...
i got my head pulled out of my ass by the person i least expected yesterday...and she was right...right as rain...and all she said was "hate is pointless"
what a no brainer...we all know that i don't hate much...but i do have a great deal of hate for myself at this point...which is what she was referring to when she said it...
tis a sick twisted point in one's life when a stoner gets phylosophical...scary really...but she helped...
and now my worries are...somewhat dampened...
i do hope that all gets better...or, rather, that nothing gets bad...it seems that there are alot of situations in my life right now that could either go really great or just plain aweful...nothing has gone aweful yet...and i do hope it doesn't...i do, of course, hope the same for everyone else...
on that note...i love you all...namely one of you because there is only one person who reads this...
...aeriele
i got my head pulled out of my ass by the person i least expected yesterday...and she was right...right as rain...and all she said was "hate is pointless"
what a no brainer...we all know that i don't hate much...but i do have a great deal of hate for myself at this point...which is what she was referring to when she said it...
tis a sick twisted point in one's life when a stoner gets phylosophical...scary really...but she helped...
and now my worries are...somewhat dampened...
i do hope that all gets better...or, rather, that nothing gets bad...it seems that there are alot of situations in my life right now that could either go really great or just plain aweful...nothing has gone aweful yet...and i do hope it doesn't...i do, of course, hope the same for everyone else...
on that note...i love you all...namely one of you because there is only one person who reads this...
...aeriele