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Sep 07, 2003 13:50

i'm through with girls. and no, i'm not going gay. i just.. girls are mean :( i don't get it. i think i'm being emo, but forgive the mexican for being lonely. i never do anything right. i think i should just fall over and die. i'm sure some people would like that.

no one likes me anymore, everyone hates me. i have no more friends. i hang out with a 5 and a 10 year old. coming home was supposed to be fun, i wouldn't exactly call this fun. its not fun in my books. but then again, i don't really read..

i gets no love, no girls want me. what did i ever do? i'm not what every one really thinks i am. what's so wrong for liking girls? i don't think its bad.

i just want someone to talk to, give me hugs and tell me i'm cute. yes, i said cute. cause it feels nice to be complimented, so what? i like compliments, since i don't get them very often.

i think i need to talk to love. where is she when i REALLY need her? or keri or heather. i just want a girl who likes me for me. thats it. and no i'm not slut. i'm not a player. i'm always the one that gets played. i'm stupid, i'm not a product from canada and i like girls who play with my hair. that is all ,i'm going to stop being emo-ayala.
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