Jan 27, 2022 21:02
Weird Ghostly encounters, reminiscing, joy and nostalgia, getting over some anxiety while shifting my neurosis.
FWT is going very well. I feel incredibly relaxed and overall content. I am in a good spot. I wrote down all the stuff I left do during my continuing time. I gots three weeks left. I have two more paranormal investagations and one big meeting, and hopefully and at least one more personal meeting with Donna, who is so wonderful. She started ending emails with "I love you." So cute. I like adults who act like kids. I have been hanging out with my mom a lot. Not really hanging out, though. We watch lame TV together, like Desperate Housewives-so gay. But it is nice in my comfy living room laying on the floor next to the woodstove with Pepper.
Anyway, I am really exctied about all my FWT stuff left to do, and I also am exctied to go up to Burlington and chill with Corey and see Girl Talk. School will be rad, the more I talk to Lword the more I want to be back there, with Katttarah and Manos and Elisa and MikeBike and everyone else-I decided there is no point in making a list. But at the same time, these are my last three weeks with Josh, and I very very much want to prolong it and just lay around in the loft watching 80s Italien gore movies and 70s exploitation films with him. occasionally taking a break to go get Pizza. Yeah, I am not ready to stop dating him, but I am happy to be ending on that note rather then our love corrupted. Last night after my investagation I went to Elias' house for his birthday. His SVA NYC friends were there and I loved them. Lydia was basically Juno, she looked an d acted, and even sounded liek her. So she was sweet. Ayres and Mike were both wicked funny and awesome. Ayres was incredibly beautiful, like he had a very semitrical and nice face, but he was kinda not intrested in being friendly. Mike was much more friendly adn we had a nice long conversation while everyone was outside. Elias was even sweeter than normal! He was making me laugh so much last night. It was a really good night. Josh even watched Scary Saturday night Sleepover on Discovery Kids with me when we got back to his house.
Thursday night and all friday was really awesome too. I hung out iwth Laura and Spencer Thursday night, and then slept over lauras house because we stayed up so late scaring ourselves, then in the morning went to walmart with laura and spencer. Our sole purpose being to steal food for breakfast. Spencer stole us a bunch of food then we went back to her house ate sooo much. Then Laura and I went to Mystic adn met up with Elisa and chilled for so long. It was probably the highlight of this whole vacation. I did not stop laughing the whole time . I think I want to live with Laura at some point inthe future. I do not getto see her enough.
Aiiight, I think I am going to try and get some transcribing done now. I will try and update something less vague before I go back.