I wanna see movies of my dreams
whoa-oh-oh-oh.
One month, minus 3 days, left of summer.
I'm on the desktop right now becasue my laptop is being a jerk currently.
my mom is in the other room with this other lady who I strongly dislike. she's part of my moms new family-she's Toms sister. There are drinking wine and talking about stressful things. My mom has dropped the f bomb a few times, weiiird coming from her. On the otherhand I could choose to not easedrop on there conversation. nah.
I wish I had time to write about my summer in this livejournal-well I wish that I had been making updates all along. I was writting down breifly what I did everyday in the beging of the summer, but then I lost the piece of paper it was all on, and thus did not continue. to make it worse I lost my camera in june and did not get a new one till 2 days ago so I have no pictures of july. :(.
right now it is Seths birthday. I remember this day last year. I was at a party at laura's house, and it was filled with drunken drama, so I jsut spent all night texting Seth, who was on his way to Cali at the time. thats funny both years I texted him at midnight on his birthday. He is moving to Philly and I will miss him so very much.
Thats something I can remember about the begining of July-late night conversations with Seth after Josh passes out early.
For most of July I just have been at Joshs. Except every single night with him has been extremly good. I feel so very very much in love with him. honestly, my feelings for him are so strong that it is making me a little apprehensive to go to B'ton (as its called on disscussion boards). I have not really physically prepared, and I certainly have nto mentally prepared.
I have so much I want to do this August. Many places I want to go to, many books I want to read, people I want to spend lots of time with. ahhh.
Tomorrow I will see everyone at Coreys house and that will be good. haha I think Corey changed my profile song to that "you're way too beautiful girl" song. I saw that today when I checked my profiel in the first time in liek a month, so I dunno how long it has been like that.
This entry is too random to read over.