I had a dream I was a vigilant sidekick
I have been listening to Rancid so much lately, haha I love it. I have access to one of those Ipod stero things for the time being, so I have been bringing it to work. Tonight I was listening to Album Leaf and this lady came up and was liek "what the hell is that clicking noise", and then he son was like "oh its popcorn popping right?" to which I replied "oh..its just the music" and she was like "oh it's messing up?" ...no.
But then later before closing I was rocking out to Bad Brains when these boys came in, and the one with braces tipped me. hahaha, I have never been tipped there, it was really funny. However,I ahve been hit on by old men too many times, so although wearing fishnets may have gotten me a tip from a cute boy my age it usually doesn't work in my favor.
I felt good today. In a pleasent mood. Laura woke me up this morning to tell me about how upset she was, except she was so overwhelmed she was being really funny with everythign she was saying. she was like "after that bitch siad that I was looking for a spetcula to shove up her ass" and things of that nature. After I got off the phone with her I was figuring it was time to get up, only to realize it was not yet 8:00 in the morning. I went downstairs last night and found this sweet movie on TV, it was called "From Beyond" I think. it was a zombie ish movie with amazing special effects and the most hilarious sex scenes. Being up all late in my quite and dark house watching horror movies alone made me all nostalgic for when I was like 7 and I use to watch all these crazy horror/zombie movies when I would go to my dads on the weekend.
And nostalgia for the past brings me to fear of the future-where am I going to go to college? It's between Bennington and Eugene Lang, the New School for Liberal Arts. As in love with Bennington's cirruculum and campus as I am-I really need to stop writting all ym sentences backwards, thats sucha problem in my wirting, if only I could think forward-I really am considering all the possibilities I would ahve being in the New York City. I mean an isolated campus with only 600 kids could old really fast, New York City is filled with endless oppertunitys.
I jusssst don't know.
TOmorow will be good, it will be nice and warm and I will have fun at Colgans. I think I might go to a party with Laura right now, or go to bed-I'm feleing indescive these days.