'. . .you are a boomerang, you'll see . . . '

[_autumnxstars_]

bright eyes - - you will. you? will. you? will. you? will

well you say that i treat you like a book on a shelf.i don't take you out that often 'cause i know that i've completed you

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lamp=Amy

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yeah when i talked about going out with you i wasnt talking about now,i meant like a year or ten or whenever but im obviously not gonna ask it now cause you love colin but i just cant handle the idea of you having to go out with someone having this whole build of the relationship then see you hurt again whether it be colin or someone else.im also will ask when i think maybe something has change between us i mean like for the better.when i wrote to colin telling him to marry you i wasnt lying i want to see you happy more than anything on this planet and that is being with him,i dont care what happens to me.

i just i could see into the future so i would know where both of us ended up if you ended up married to colin or someone else and you were happy i wouldnt change anything i dont know what id be like id probably depressed because im selfish like that.maybe everything will work out for the both of us but im not so optomistic on my end i feel that im digging a hole that i'll never be able to get out of that hole will become my grave

im so glad you understood that i cant help what i feel.this is completely unfair to both of us,i feel what i feel and you feel what you feel,i feel like johnny cash.oh christ white & nerdy just came on.i always imagined myself dieing alone,"even make a home page for my dog".i sometimes wish i didnt feel what i did because you dont feel that way for me but then i think its crazy for me to not feel what i feel because you are the most amazing,beautiful,did i mention amazing,funny,person i will ever meet if i didnt feel what i feel i think id be more crazy