if you talk it you better walk it better back your shit up
sooo.. the only way to describe this feeling is "uncomfortable". and i'm sure after a long time of feeling uncomfortable you know how we all get. thats pretty much the only way i have to describe this.
i've been told to just "get over it" "its all in your head". maybe it is. maybe that means i'm weak? maybe i'm just not ready to "get over it" because i'm in limbo with my life. i'm going to try to correct this.
but i cannot be happy with someone else sharing my life when i am not happy with myself.
today is a pretty day. guess its time to get my mind right. although i have no clue what i want or where i am going. and i never seem to catch my mother in time to talk about my college money either.
i get to pay bills and drive to ATL to pay my parking ticket today. and try to send emma some money so she can get her happy ass home.
i need to start saving money. so umm... i'm going to be locked in my house for a while. COME SEE ME! and bring me pizza. and buddah.. and mexican food
OH and i cant text on my phone. i have to go buy a new one, i cant even dial out. which sucks alot. stupid toilets getting in my way. psh.
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Panic! at the disco:
Is it still me that makes you sweat
Am I who you think about in bed
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your her dress
Then think of what you did
And I hope to God he she was worth it
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy girl you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl Boy I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
Dance to this beat
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl Boy I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
i've been told to just "get over it" "its all in your head". maybe it is. maybe that means i'm weak? maybe i'm just not ready to "get over it" because i'm in limbo with my life. i'm going to try to correct this.
but i cannot be happy with someone else sharing my life when i am not happy with myself.
today is a pretty day. guess its time to get my mind right. although i have no clue what i want or where i am going. and i never seem to catch my mother in time to talk about my college money either.
i get to pay bills and drive to ATL to pay my parking ticket today. and try to send emma some money so she can get her happy ass home.
i need to start saving money. so umm... i'm going to be locked in my house for a while. COME SEE ME! and bring me pizza. and buddah.. and mexican food
OH and i cant text on my phone. i have to go buy a new one, i cant even dial out. which sucks alot. stupid toilets getting in my way. psh.
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Panic! at the disco:
Is it still me that makes you sweat
Am I who you think about in bed
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your her dress
Then think of what you did
And I hope to God he she was worth it
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy girl you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl Boy I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
Dance to this beat
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl Boy I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close