Sep 06, 2005 22:56
its dangerous to love a crazy man.
i feel so shitty right now... but my mind has been crazy lately. i feel i need to just walk away. i dont have what it takes to deal with this, you, me, or how i feel.
so late night i invited anthony, grama, eliot, and reid over (and some guys they were with) sad story reid and eliot didnt stay very long. next time you guys are getting drunk with us assholes.
anthony and graham were reaking havock on our house and cat. then we went for pizza and had a great idea to get water balloons. shit was tight! although in the end we were all soaked, and i have a huge bruise on my butt and one on my lower back.
also... my dog cant use her back legs anymore... so we are going to have to get her put to sleep. i tried to help her up but she cant even stand on them.. so i just have to leave her there and watch her strugle to move her back legs... its so freakin sad.
my back is killing me.
my emotions are too.
i miss ricki and christina