Dreams...
The nightmares are really starting to get to me. I haven't slept in almost 48 hours. They're based on hopelessness and frustration, mostly.
The last one was great. Zombies again. Flesh-eating variety. Coming after me in hordes. My guns keep jamming, and every melee weapon I pick up from my cavalry saber to a baseball bat falls apart in my hands. Eventually the surround me and i'm completely unarmed, and for some reason Spongebob Squarepants is with me and is relentlessly cheerful, so I resolve to try to bull rush my way through them and keep running, and that's when I wake up in a cold sweat. I don't even get to see Spongebob get horribly disemboweled and eaten alive. That's the biggest letdown. I really can't stand him. His show has no redeeming value for children and his voice gives me a headache.
I'm just going to remain awake until I crash.