i'm sad b/c i'm a royal idiot and lost the best thing in the world
I miss:
-doing absolutely nothing in the world yet always seem to have the best time, cuddling up with you and hearing you tell me about your day, the way you would always look into my eyes and tell me how much you missed me, when you would make me dinner when I would get off work, the way we would sit outside together and laugh about the dumbest things in the world, falling asleep while you held me in your arms, looking into your eyes and knowing there was no where in the world that you would rather be, our random road trips, our knack for fried dill pickles and sushi and cold green tea, playing Need for Speed Underground with you and always kicking your butt!, teaching you to play soccer then getting winded from running like half a mile, jamming out with the windows down, working out and swimming with you, hanging out with you, hearing you complain about my "crap" being everywhere, really just seeing you and holding you, hearing you tell me that you loved me, hearing you tell me that you "had a feeling" that I am the girl you are going to marry, the things we share that no one else knows about, seeing shooting stars together, slow dancing, playing with Gracie, going out to eat together, getting "so fresh and so clean clean", really just miss hearing about your day and looking into your eyes.
- I've realized that I've lost so much more than just a boyfriend, and that absolutely breaks my heart. I do still love you...dang, with everything that I have. But I do know that I am not supposed to be with you right now. We both need time to get over the entire situation and time to re-examine where we are in our life. I just wish you would follow your heart and not let outside opinions influence what your heart is leading you to. I think the absolute world of you and wish that life deal you nothing but the best it has to offer. I know that God has a plan with this entire situation and if things don't work out, I walk away knowing I gave it everything that I have and loved you the best that I knew how. I have no regrets because I learned so much over the course of our relationship. Thank-you for teaching me the incredible things that you have and for allowing me to grow with you and walk beside you through the tears and laughter. You are such a beautiful person whose passion rubs off on everything you explore. Thank-you for allowing me to love you and to be loved. Know that if you ever need anything in the world, and I mean anything, that I am only a call away. I know that God will work out whatever is supposed to be. Thanks for being my best friend, consoler, my nerdy hyper pal, my strength, my believer, dance partner, back up singer in the car, boyfriend. I love you still and have FAITH that God will work it all out. No matter what, never give up on something you love.
-doing absolutely nothing in the world yet always seem to have the best time, cuddling up with you and hearing you tell me about your day, the way you would always look into my eyes and tell me how much you missed me, when you would make me dinner when I would get off work, the way we would sit outside together and laugh about the dumbest things in the world, falling asleep while you held me in your arms, looking into your eyes and knowing there was no where in the world that you would rather be, our random road trips, our knack for fried dill pickles and sushi and cold green tea, playing Need for Speed Underground with you and always kicking your butt!, teaching you to play soccer then getting winded from running like half a mile, jamming out with the windows down, working out and swimming with you, hanging out with you, hearing you complain about my "crap" being everywhere, really just seeing you and holding you, hearing you tell me that you loved me, hearing you tell me that you "had a feeling" that I am the girl you are going to marry, the things we share that no one else knows about, seeing shooting stars together, slow dancing, playing with Gracie, going out to eat together, getting "so fresh and so clean clean", really just miss hearing about your day and looking into your eyes.
- I've realized that I've lost so much more than just a boyfriend, and that absolutely breaks my heart. I do still love you...dang, with everything that I have. But I do know that I am not supposed to be with you right now. We both need time to get over the entire situation and time to re-examine where we are in our life. I just wish you would follow your heart and not let outside opinions influence what your heart is leading you to. I think the absolute world of you and wish that life deal you nothing but the best it has to offer. I know that God has a plan with this entire situation and if things don't work out, I walk away knowing I gave it everything that I have and loved you the best that I knew how. I have no regrets because I learned so much over the course of our relationship. Thank-you for teaching me the incredible things that you have and for allowing me to grow with you and walk beside you through the tears and laughter. You are such a beautiful person whose passion rubs off on everything you explore. Thank-you for allowing me to love you and to be loved. Know that if you ever need anything in the world, and I mean anything, that I am only a call away. I know that God will work out whatever is supposed to be. Thanks for being my best friend, consoler, my nerdy hyper pal, my strength, my believer, dance partner, back up singer in the car, boyfriend. I love you still and have FAITH that God will work it all out. No matter what, never give up on something you love.