i hate everything....
right now. i'm talking to patrick about the chair thing and he did it based on attendance and said he couldn't do it based on skills cuz he never hears us play. WE PLAY SO LOUD, ESPECIALLY ME. THAT'S BULLSHIT. i hate him so much. not just because of that though. i dont know anything in ap euro, joanna hates me and i dk everthing else is horrible. school is boring, i hate lunch, i never get to see angie, i dk what else there is. this may seem random but i was gonna write about this before. i hate how everyone smokes pot and cigarettes and stuff. i feel like im one of like 3 people that doesn't. the only thing i like about london calling is that hes straigh edge. i give him props seriously. im not saying im into being totally straight edge, but it really seems like everyone does stuff. i'm gonna go eat. omg everyone's losing weight and stuff and im not i look gross. and i don't care if people are like "OMGG" but i feel really fat and i can't stand it anymore. i was looking at last year's year book and everyone looks better since then and i look worse. ew. since school started it's been like the worst week of my life. okay maybe not, but it feels like it. i love here in you arms by hellogoodbye i've been listening to it over and over again it's amazing.