Aug 11, 2010 23:21
My life is so beautifully perfect I can't even describe it. I've written so much about the shit in my life, I figured now would be a good time to break the cycle.
I've weeded out all of the shitty miserable people in my life, and I've made so many new friends that are full of happiness and joy instead of psychotic bi-polar drama, or liars and hypocrites or whatever else. It's a great feeling! I have fun every day of my life. I've done so many amazing and spontaneous things lately! Positivity is key. :) and some help from Jesus.
I thought losing the job at CVS was a terrible thing at first, but now that I'm stress free and have a new absolutely amazing job, I am so thankful and wish I would have had something happen sooner to motivate myself. Great pay, great benefits, great people.. Who knew work could be this way? Plus being unemployed for awhile gave me a great opportunity to do A LOT of volunteer work around Detroit and Hamtramck, cleaning up streets, handing out free groceries, and all kinds of stuff.
And then of course, there's him <3 Only a very very select few know we're together, but I'm okay with that for now. I know he still has unnecessary drama in his life, but things are getting good for us. My family loved him before, and now it's even better that we're together. It helps that I'm not the cheatin' kind. Also I've been on a country music kick, lol.. Sometimes I feel bad because of who exes are, and I can't erase or replace certain memories and wouldn't try to... but I want to be happy, and damn it I am and I will continue to be.
I feel better than I've ever felt in my entire life. I never knew things could be this amazing, this happy, this stress-free, this beautiful!
Tomorrow I'm taking an impromptu vacation to Chicago for my birthday, so that will be awesome. I'm really sad to be missing a good friends wedding, but they get it. This will probably be my last post to LJ. I've closed the chapter in my life where it was necessary to have a place to vent and unwind. Farewell LiveJournal. You've been good to me ;)