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Ive decided to make most of my posts public.
The more I think about it, the more I realize I've changed a lot. I've gone through so many different stages in just the past 2 years I don't know where to start. And all the friends I thought I knew well, but in the end they hurt me or we grew apart. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm happy with the person I'm becoming. I'm not a liar, I can keep relationships that are important to me and most importantly I don't hurt anyone I love willingly. I get good grades and I want to succeed. But the people I used to hang out with didn't care about their futures, they lived for the moment. I let myself get into stupid stuff just so I could be apart of something. The beginning of high school has been crazy, and I don't regret any of it. However, when I look back on it I just want to punch myself.
I'm excited to get home and see Joanna. It's been hell without her. Next Thursday the 3rd around 7 PM ill be home.. :]
I'm really happy to go back to school of course not for the academics but for the social part. And football games on Friday nights with Joanna. I've also gotten closer to some people like Vanessa J-BAMS. [jaz, bri, mace and saddie] and whatever happens, happens. And as for guys, I'll see what happens in the future. All I'm worried about is how fast these next 5 days will go in Germany.
L O V E.
The more I think about it, the more I realize I've changed a lot. I've gone through so many different stages in just the past 2 years I don't know where to start. And all the friends I thought I knew well, but in the end they hurt me or we grew apart. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm happy with the person I'm becoming. I'm not a liar, I can keep relationships that are important to me and most importantly I don't hurt anyone I love willingly. I get good grades and I want to succeed. But the people I used to hang out with didn't care about their futures, they lived for the moment. I let myself get into stupid stuff just so I could be apart of something. The beginning of high school has been crazy, and I don't regret any of it. However, when I look back on it I just want to punch myself.
I'm excited to get home and see Joanna. It's been hell without her. Next Thursday the 3rd around 7 PM ill be home.. :]
I'm really happy to go back to school of course not for the academics but for the social part. And football games on Friday nights with Joanna. I've also gotten closer to some people like Vanessa J-BAMS. [jaz, bri, mace and saddie] and whatever happens, happens. And as for guys, I'll see what happens in the future. All I'm worried about is how fast these next 5 days will go in Germany.
L O V E.