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It has been a while since i have actually updated this thing. No on really looks at livejournal anymore anyways. This is more for myself. A lot has happened over the past four or five months. I've manged to live in four different places (including old apt.) since October/November. After moving out of the old apartment i (and james also) moved into my parents house. After living there for a month or two (maybe 3?) we moved into his parents house. Through out all of that i pretty much had no phone and no internet. Now james and i have our own place at the ridge at taylor station apartments and it's great. I also now have my own phone and the internet (finally!!).
Moving around a lot and having lack of communication has caused me to lose contact with a lot of people that i now miss more than ever. I feel like i've lost pretty much every friendship that i've ever had in the past 4 or so years. I'd give anything to have them all back but i feel as though i'm so far out of the loop it would be almost impossible to ever get back in. I want to try but i'll admit i'm skurrd.
I'm currently jobless because my manager pissed me off so bad i got into a huge fight with him and then ended up walking out and never going back. The man was a complete idiot. In his notes to communicate with the assistant manager he talked like yoda and signed luke skywalker jedi knight. I understand people like star wars and that's cool with me but i mean... seriously. That is unprofessional and just absolutely ridiculous. I couldn't even look him in the eyes without laughing. He was tall, lanky, his khaki pants were always too short, he always wore tall black socks and for some reason parts of the bottom of his pants always got stuck in them. His lips were always scabby and bloody and he looked like a crossbreed of screech from saved by the bell and napolian dynamite. He also thought he was the smartest person alive and had really bad anger issues. The only thing i could see when i looked at him was the invisionment of him running around his house in his underwear pretending he was in a light saber (sp?) battle... sounds and all. After that, sitting in front of his computer and staring at princess laya (sp?) and pretending she was his girlfriend.
Moving on. Life in itself is pretty okay. I'm just kind of bored with it and i'm just kind of stagnating right now. I've been increasingly unhappier with myself for some reason. I think if i get a new hair cut, get a new job, tan a little (just so i have color), and get new clothes i'd be a lot happier. Next get a nose job and i'll be good as new. haha yeah.
I can't complain about anything though. I have a roof over my head, i have food, clothes, hot water, and all of those other essential things. Thats good enough if you ask me.
It's almost summer and that makes me more than happy.
"An idealist believes the short run doesn't count. A cynic believe the long run doesn't matter. An idealist believes that what is done or left undone in the short run determines the long run."
Moving around a lot and having lack of communication has caused me to lose contact with a lot of people that i now miss more than ever. I feel like i've lost pretty much every friendship that i've ever had in the past 4 or so years. I'd give anything to have them all back but i feel as though i'm so far out of the loop it would be almost impossible to ever get back in. I want to try but i'll admit i'm skurrd.
I'm currently jobless because my manager pissed me off so bad i got into a huge fight with him and then ended up walking out and never going back. The man was a complete idiot. In his notes to communicate with the assistant manager he talked like yoda and signed luke skywalker jedi knight. I understand people like star wars and that's cool with me but i mean... seriously. That is unprofessional and just absolutely ridiculous. I couldn't even look him in the eyes without laughing. He was tall, lanky, his khaki pants were always too short, he always wore tall black socks and for some reason parts of the bottom of his pants always got stuck in them. His lips were always scabby and bloody and he looked like a crossbreed of screech from saved by the bell and napolian dynamite. He also thought he was the smartest person alive and had really bad anger issues. The only thing i could see when i looked at him was the invisionment of him running around his house in his underwear pretending he was in a light saber (sp?) battle... sounds and all. After that, sitting in front of his computer and staring at princess laya (sp?) and pretending she was his girlfriend.
Moving on. Life in itself is pretty okay. I'm just kind of bored with it and i'm just kind of stagnating right now. I've been increasingly unhappier with myself for some reason. I think if i get a new hair cut, get a new job, tan a little (just so i have color), and get new clothes i'd be a lot happier. Next get a nose job and i'll be good as new. haha yeah.
I can't complain about anything though. I have a roof over my head, i have food, clothes, hot water, and all of those other essential things. Thats good enough if you ask me.
It's almost summer and that makes me more than happy.
"An idealist believes the short run doesn't count. A cynic believe the long run doesn't matter. An idealist believes that what is done or left undone in the short run determines the long run."