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half of my heart just wants to quit college and get a job and do things. i had a dream last night about being in England and today i have it in my head all day. i looked up airline tickets to London and they are just so ungodly expensive. and i'm just a college student with a bank account that barely touches 1000 dollars. that doesn't do much for a person now a days. everything is just so planned out. go to school. graduate. go to college. graduate. get a job. marry someone. or don't. have little babies. watch your babies do the same thing. be old. and die. i wanna be crazy. and not be this. plus this weather that is pretending to be spring in january makes me antsy.