i think we're already gone
I dont really know what to think...
Spring Break so far has been amazing. No matter if the sun was too hot and the water was too cold, it has been amazing.A tangle of emotions and moments really.
I've sat by a massive beach bonfire where silly,sweet boys burned everything within sight. I've kissed a pretty, green-eyed, boy with my eyes closed underneath the stars and on top of the cold sand. I've skinny dipped with one of my best friends in an act of liberation during the middle of a dark florida night. I've cried over the sudden death of my grandfather today. And I've laughed until my stomache hurt and my cheeks felt tingley almost everyday so far.
I've realized though that this is my life, complete with the ups and downs-- the goods and the bads. Even though losing my grandfather is hard and I'm sure I'll cry more about him, experiencing his loss teaches me to appreciate the happy moments that makes me laugh until I can't breath or smile until my face hurts and my teeth feel dry.
Today was hard until I read a note from Erik that made me smile and shake my head at the serenditious nature of everything. Life is something.
Spring Break so far has been amazing. No matter if the sun was too hot and the water was too cold, it has been amazing.A tangle of emotions and moments really.
I've sat by a massive beach bonfire where silly,sweet boys burned everything within sight. I've kissed a pretty, green-eyed, boy with my eyes closed underneath the stars and on top of the cold sand. I've skinny dipped with one of my best friends in an act of liberation during the middle of a dark florida night. I've cried over the sudden death of my grandfather today. And I've laughed until my stomache hurt and my cheeks felt tingley almost everyday so far.
I've realized though that this is my life, complete with the ups and downs-- the goods and the bads. Even though losing my grandfather is hard and I'm sure I'll cry more about him, experiencing his loss teaches me to appreciate the happy moments that makes me laugh until I can't breath or smile until my face hurts and my teeth feel dry.
Today was hard until I read a note from Erik that made me smile and shake my head at the serenditious nature of everything. Life is something.