fucking mushroom!
that appears to be what i am, a mushroom, i only just found out that one of my dearest friends is in hospital, i have just been kept in the dakr and fed bullshit until now, great! and not only in hospital but had a lifethreatening thing happen to put them there! wonder-fucking-ful, i am so angrey and worried and upset, this is ridiculous! i am praying to whatever exists out there that she will be ok, but i just dont know anything! goddess i hope she is alright, or at least will be....