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I wish I could disappear. I am thinking of just getting up the cost of an airfare to Sydney or something and going underground from there. Afterall where be the point in staying where one is not wanted/needed or desired? Grr. Yep, I am definately feeling sorry for myself. School holidays allow way too much time for speculation and honest life appraisal. Pity. I just don't know what to do about anything anymore. My darling mother is just about 100% convinced I will only ever be one disappointment after another for her, my father has disowned me (again) and yay school is going so well I might even fail for a second year in a row!!! Fourth if you want to start bringing high school into it! W00t! And we wont even bring the whole friends bullshit into this, that would turn into a million page rant! *sigh*
If there is something resembling some kind of powerful deity out there, fancy giving me a LITTLE bit of something resembling hope that this crap will clear up??? Just on the off chance you might be listening or anything.......
Meh who gives a shit! Not me. Not you. Not anyone.
Yay.
Meh I am outta here. I think I will go and keep planning my escape.
My something resembling hope.
Something resembling freedom.....
If there is something resembling some kind of powerful deity out there, fancy giving me a LITTLE bit of something resembling hope that this crap will clear up??? Just on the off chance you might be listening or anything.......
Meh who gives a shit! Not me. Not you. Not anyone.
Yay.
Meh I am outta here. I think I will go and keep planning my escape.
My something resembling hope.
Something resembling freedom.....