i love all the dirty tricks
ooh, its been ever so long since an update.
not much really happens in my life anymore. its just parties, work, alcohol, consumerism becoming an unhealthy obsession...the usual teenage junk that i find unnecessary to share with a journal that people (including myself) dont really care about.
umm what else is going on? im still single. still slaving. trying not to drink as much. venturing out into the world of harder drugs, perhaps? we'll see what comes this long weekend.
the thing that bugs me the most is the still being single-ness. its the one thing in my life ive been trying so hard to change and it just hasnt been happening for me. ive tried the same sex thing and it doesnt appeal to me. ive tried the opposite sex and thats not all that funny anymore either. i just really want the anticipative tension-filled moments of built up sexual frustration with somebody good looking....possibly even love?
not much really happens in my life anymore. its just parties, work, alcohol, consumerism becoming an unhealthy obsession...the usual teenage junk that i find unnecessary to share with a journal that people (including myself) dont really care about.
umm what else is going on? im still single. still slaving. trying not to drink as much. venturing out into the world of harder drugs, perhaps? we'll see what comes this long weekend.
the thing that bugs me the most is the still being single-ness. its the one thing in my life ive been trying so hard to change and it just hasnt been happening for me. ive tried the same sex thing and it doesnt appeal to me. ive tried the opposite sex and thats not all that funny anymore either. i just really want the anticipative tension-filled moments of built up sexual frustration with somebody good looking....possibly even love?