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Hey everyone...
It's been a while. A lot has changed for me. I've got many new blessings, and thankfully few baines.
Jill has left for personal reasons to Seattle for an undetermined amount of time. We're still together. I really do love her, shes an amazingly strong person, and I'm thankful for every moment I'm with her. She's been there for me through good and bad, and everything in between. Plus have you seen my gucci's? I love ya babes.
My relationship with a certain cousin of mine is, getting interesting. My respect for him is both increasing, and decreasing. Possibly, no probably because of re-discovered influence in my life. This new influence has shown me that to measure a man's success by wealth is a very immature thing. Rather, look at the way a man can deal with a problem. Sure wealth is a major measure of success, but if this wealthy man can't fix a leaky faucet, what good is he?
It's like being a firefighter. I think, if I fuck up bad enough, that will be my job. Because a firefighter is a hero. They're there to save your ass. When your mansion is burning down, they're risking their lives to save your ass. I'll always remeber when I was probably...6, my baby brother was being born in the house, and the door bell rang, and some one pounded on the door, and I opened it, and in an almost angelical glow, stood fire fighters in a movie like pose, and simply asked "where is the lady?!" In my opinion being a firefighter is one of the greatest jobs in the world.
But back to topic. I used to think that I could only be considered successful if I made 50k a month. But by working myself into the ground, I only achieved paper wealth. There would be nothing on the inside. This is why I've quit my job at GNC to work with Nazereth Tile Company. To learn new things in a "blue collar" job. I think this would give me a firm foundation, and well rounded personality.
Thats all for now.
It's been a while. A lot has changed for me. I've got many new blessings, and thankfully few baines.
Jill has left for personal reasons to Seattle for an undetermined amount of time. We're still together. I really do love her, shes an amazingly strong person, and I'm thankful for every moment I'm with her. She's been there for me through good and bad, and everything in between. Plus have you seen my gucci's? I love ya babes.
My relationship with a certain cousin of mine is, getting interesting. My respect for him is both increasing, and decreasing. Possibly, no probably because of re-discovered influence in my life. This new influence has shown me that to measure a man's success by wealth is a very immature thing. Rather, look at the way a man can deal with a problem. Sure wealth is a major measure of success, but if this wealthy man can't fix a leaky faucet, what good is he?
It's like being a firefighter. I think, if I fuck up bad enough, that will be my job. Because a firefighter is a hero. They're there to save your ass. When your mansion is burning down, they're risking their lives to save your ass. I'll always remeber when I was probably...6, my baby brother was being born in the house, and the door bell rang, and some one pounded on the door, and I opened it, and in an almost angelical glow, stood fire fighters in a movie like pose, and simply asked "where is the lady?!" In my opinion being a firefighter is one of the greatest jobs in the world.
But back to topic. I used to think that I could only be considered successful if I made 50k a month. But by working myself into the ground, I only achieved paper wealth. There would be nothing on the inside. This is why I've quit my job at GNC to work with Nazereth Tile Company. To learn new things in a "blue collar" job. I think this would give me a firm foundation, and well rounded personality.
Thats all for now.