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i don't really like college.
for four years i was convinced that leaving would make things better. surprisingly, i'm actually the same person. i guess different state doesn't mean completely different person. shit.
i jsut want to be one of those people that can enjoy stuff like this. this better not suck forever. it jsut sucks when what i always thought of as the chance for everything to be good turns out to be shitty.
now i just hate that i took newtown for granted. i love my friends and i wish they were here more than anything. i hate that i didn't appreciate you when i actually had you. i wish i'd been a better friend. sorry, but im still here because im not exactly occupied with college.
for four years i was convinced that leaving would make things better. surprisingly, i'm actually the same person. i guess different state doesn't mean completely different person. shit.
i jsut want to be one of those people that can enjoy stuff like this. this better not suck forever. it jsut sucks when what i always thought of as the chance for everything to be good turns out to be shitty.
now i just hate that i took newtown for granted. i love my friends and i wish they were here more than anything. i hate that i didn't appreciate you when i actually had you. i wish i'd been a better friend. sorry, but im still here because im not exactly occupied with college.