i know the pieces fit
I'm just so sick of feelings.
I've pretty much cried every day for the past week. There's just always something wrong. Most of the time it's just self-created bullshit. Or just my damn feelings for people. I hate them. I've been pushed away so many times when I show my emotions that I'm just going to stop showing them. Or bothering to tell people how I feel about them. Because they don't care. I don't know what I was thinking anyway.
I really need to redo my journal.
I've pretty much cried every day for the past week. There's just always something wrong. Most of the time it's just self-created bullshit. Or just my damn feelings for people. I hate them. I've been pushed away so many times when I show my emotions that I'm just going to stop showing them. Or bothering to tell people how I feel about them. Because they don't care. I don't know what I was thinking anyway.
I really need to redo my journal.