Oct 12, 2004 18:13
Okay... I got my magazine today, the one where I only read the humiliating moments, somtimes my horoscope, the secrets and the freaky stuff... but HOLY SHIT... READ THIS FREAKY SHIT!!!
'one day we got our carpet shampooed and it was raked so that it all lay one way. Then the carpet guy, my mom, and I all left through the kitchen door. When we got home later there was a line of footprints leading to my room (which is not in the direction of the kitchen). But instead of a set, it was one foot, like someone had hopped! I was freaked; so was my mom. she told me that I used to have an imaginary friend and when she'd ask me what the friend looked like i'd say "she has black hair, blue eyes, and one leg"'
HOW FUCKING FUCKED UP IS THAT CHILD???? seriously WHAT kind of LITTLE GIRL imagines a friend with one leg???? It reminds me of the girl in The Ring.. but with one leg...
Okay but Im extremely pissed off at ... im so jealous. On my birthday, I wanted to go bridge jumping. REALLY BAD. The guys went recently and they went to the highest one and chickened out. and i KNOW i wouldnt chicken out. I hate not doing something. I feel like a failure! and I wanted to bridge jump since forever. Today Jay and the guys bring JEN! uhmmm.. HELLOOOO (unless your black, then its "check out this motherfucker!!")
I gained weight and im upset about that. And today I yelled at Jen H about flying and she ended up crying and leaving and I feel like the biggest bitch in the world and I want to call her and say sorry and hug her at school tomorrow but ugh.. shell probably spit in my face.