some distraction.
what can i say, really. i have school, which is great because i get to do stuff that i love and see people that are hilarious and my amazinggg art teacher who is like woah. i had to speak at elles funeral. it was hard but i wasn't nervous. i stood up there and got this overwhelming feeling in my guts and i just poured my heart out and we all cried. i have parent/teacher/student interviews which were fine. i still feel the same but there's more to distract me.
i miss kerrie, but somehow i don't know if i will feel anything but hurt when she gets back. i feel almost naive for still being so head over heels in love with her. still butterflies in the stomach, big cheesy grin, heart melting, sighing, knees going weak, stuttering. i need to talk to her so badly.
anyway, have a quiz to read if this entry wasn't enough to kill your thirst for
[x] they call me: sam.
[x] sex: isn't an issue for a guy like me.
[x] my first breath of air: i feel at times, should have been my last.
[x] status: struggling, hah.
[x] occupation: artist! :D
[x] best friends: i am lucky, i have many. when i make friends we get damn close so they're usually so close i call them best.
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: high school as a whole.
[x] worst?: primary school.
[x] first word uttered: lara (laha).
[x] first best friend ever!?: this girl from primary school, liz. "do you want to be my best friend" "YES" ..one week later: "i don't like you anymore. claire is my new best friend".
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: has good and bad aspects to it, but i just love the intensity of it all.
[x] first love: eh.
[x] love or lust?: both are very powerful? how am i meant to answer.
[x] best love song: i agree with chrissy that "i don't wanna miss a thing" by aerosmith is a good'un.
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: you can't be IN love with two people at the same time. you might have strong feelings for another while in love with someone, but you can't be in love with two.
[x] when love hurts, you: cry, scream, run, write, paint.
[x] true or false: all you need is love: true.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: no. connection at first sight, lust at first sight. no love.
_______Opposite/Same Sex_______
[x] turn ons: generally.. humour and.. just..down to earthness. physically.. dark hair and just.. awesome eyes. and there's something about jaws and necks and shoulders that makes me spaz.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope.
[x] what kinda hair style?: don't care about style, but i prefer it dark.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: i don't know?
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: city? whatever.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: nah.
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: cat!
[x] short or long hair: longgg.
[x] sunshine or rain: RAIN.
[x] moon or sun: moon.
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend.
[x] summer or winter: winter.
[x] written letters or e-mails: either or. don't care.
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo pride.
[x] car or motorcycle: both.
[x] house party or club: don't care.
[x] sing or dance: both, lol.
[x] freak or slow dance: eh whatever.
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? today i am good.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? baggy jeans that keep falling.
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? singlet/wife beater thing.
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? scruffy.
[x] what song are u listening to right now? the spill canvas.
[x] how is the weather right now? chilly.
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? steph.
[x] last dream you can remember? not telling *chuckles*.
[x] who are you talking to right now? brit/
[x] what time is it? 1044
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 8589? i don't know.
[x] if u were a crayon? green.
[x] have you ever almost died? a few times.
[x] do u like the person that sent u this? i got it off chrissy. she's cool.
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? my friends bands new ep for $5 lol.
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? i duno. you can't help what you feel.
[x] have u ever won any special award? no.
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? i don't know.
[x] how many kids do you want to have? 2-3.
[x] son's name? don't know.
[x] daughter's name? see above.
[x] shampoo? ooh, i think it's ... i don't know. lmao. *limp wrist* my hair's so soft and shiney.
[x] what are you most scared of? i'm not exactly sure.
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? one right now.
[x] do you have your own TV? used to.
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? my nose.
[x] who do you dream about? nightmares, usually. or about.. no nevermind. lmao.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? uh, kerrie.
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? dani.
[x] who's the quietest friend? don't know.
[x] is cheerleading a sport? no.
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? shut up i don't know what you're talking about you friggin' american quiz.
_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? yes.
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon? i don't care.
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex? sensitivity.
[x] do you find yourself attractive? hell no, are you nuts?
[x] do others find you attractive? some, i think.
_______Have You Ever..._______
[x] gotten dumped?: once.
[x] broke the law?: often.
[x] ran from the cops?: yes.
[x] stole something?: yes.
[x] made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no.
i miss kerrie, but somehow i don't know if i will feel anything but hurt when she gets back. i feel almost naive for still being so head over heels in love with her. still butterflies in the stomach, big cheesy grin, heart melting, sighing, knees going weak, stuttering. i need to talk to her so badly.
anyway, have a quiz to read if this entry wasn't enough to kill your thirst for
[x] they call me: sam.
[x] sex: isn't an issue for a guy like me.
[x] my first breath of air: i feel at times, should have been my last.
[x] status: struggling, hah.
[x] occupation: artist! :D
[x] best friends: i am lucky, i have many. when i make friends we get damn close so they're usually so close i call them best.
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: high school as a whole.
[x] worst?: primary school.
[x] first word uttered: lara (laha).
[x] first best friend ever!?: this girl from primary school, liz. "do you want to be my best friend" "YES" ..one week later: "i don't like you anymore. claire is my new best friend".
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: has good and bad aspects to it, but i just love the intensity of it all.
[x] first love: eh.
[x] love or lust?: both are very powerful? how am i meant to answer.
[x] best love song: i agree with chrissy that "i don't wanna miss a thing" by aerosmith is a good'un.
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: you can't be IN love with two people at the same time. you might have strong feelings for another while in love with someone, but you can't be in love with two.
[x] when love hurts, you: cry, scream, run, write, paint.
[x] true or false: all you need is love: true.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: no. connection at first sight, lust at first sight. no love.
_______Opposite/Same Sex_______
[x] turn ons: generally.. humour and.. just..down to earthness. physically.. dark hair and just.. awesome eyes. and there's something about jaws and necks and shoulders that makes me spaz.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope.
[x] what kinda hair style?: don't care about style, but i prefer it dark.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: i don't know?
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: city? whatever.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: nah.
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: cat!
[x] short or long hair: longgg.
[x] sunshine or rain: RAIN.
[x] moon or sun: moon.
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend.
[x] summer or winter: winter.
[x] written letters or e-mails: either or. don't care.
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo pride.
[x] car or motorcycle: both.
[x] house party or club: don't care.
[x] sing or dance: both, lol.
[x] freak or slow dance: eh whatever.
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? today i am good.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? baggy jeans that keep falling.
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? singlet/wife beater thing.
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? scruffy.
[x] what song are u listening to right now? the spill canvas.
[x] how is the weather right now? chilly.
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? steph.
[x] last dream you can remember? not telling *chuckles*.
[x] who are you talking to right now? brit/
[x] what time is it? 1044
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 8589? i don't know.
[x] if u were a crayon? green.
[x] have you ever almost died? a few times.
[x] do u like the person that sent u this? i got it off chrissy. she's cool.
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? my friends bands new ep for $5 lol.
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? i duno. you can't help what you feel.
[x] have u ever won any special award? no.
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? i don't know.
[x] how many kids do you want to have? 2-3.
[x] son's name? don't know.
[x] daughter's name? see above.
[x] shampoo? ooh, i think it's ... i don't know. lmao. *limp wrist* my hair's so soft and shiney.
[x] what are you most scared of? i'm not exactly sure.
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? one right now.
[x] do you have your own TV? used to.
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? my nose.
[x] who do you dream about? nightmares, usually. or about.. no nevermind. lmao.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? uh, kerrie.
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? dani.
[x] who's the quietest friend? don't know.
[x] is cheerleading a sport? no.
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? shut up i don't know what you're talking about you friggin' american quiz.
_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? yes.
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon? i don't care.
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex? sensitivity.
[x] do you find yourself attractive? hell no, are you nuts?
[x] do others find you attractive? some, i think.
_______Have You Ever..._______
[x] gotten dumped?: once.
[x] broke the law?: often.
[x] ran from the cops?: yes.
[x] stole something?: yes.
[x] made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no.