forgot me?
so, ive read through a few of the past entries. depressing for me. im trying to figure out people and situations. ive been doing nothing by questioning everything. which is a good thing to do in life but it makes things fucking hard. i feel as though i have to define things for myself but i cant figure out which variables are effecting my thoughts and statements. if the conclusions that i come to are actually lagitimate. and what path to follow to insure that i do good for myself before doing good for others.
i want to see people. i miss people from my past. well i miss people in general. i see very few people and actually converse with less throughout a normal day than i used to.
i used to be happier.
everything is different it seems too much has changed in order to give me a hint of stability.
the internal foundation is crumbling... to give you a visual.
im doing better but i could be better. i guess... is where im at.
i want to see people. i miss people from my past. well i miss people in general. i see very few people and actually converse with less throughout a normal day than i used to.
i used to be happier.
everything is different it seems too much has changed in order to give me a hint of stability.
the internal foundation is crumbling... to give you a visual.
im doing better but i could be better. i guess... is where im at.