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i doubt you'll ever see this, but i just need to get this off my chest
i didn't know that helping out someone on the ground constitutes a reason for a fight.
i swear to everything. i swear on dan, pistola, my family, and my career, that i watched you fall. you fell because of a puddle of beer, no one tripped you.
we bent down to help you up.
when stef saw you, she had no idea who you were. she saw a girl on the ground who fell because of a stupid drunk, and bent down to help, and so did i. and you kicked her and attacked us for helping you.
the disrespect was ridiculous.
i didn't even want to go because i didn't want to deal with this shit tonight and i had a feeling it was going to happen.
i hope you understand that this wasn't my intentions and that i was driven to this by the actions of you, me, and those around us.
to be completely naive and honest, i thought that since this was "our band" and where we've always bonded, that we would get out on the floor tonight and dance together, open the pit up like old times and forget all the shit and move on.
and this bullshit happened.
this definitely wasn't my top fucking choice of outcomes.
can this stupid shit be over because i don't have time for it, and i'd rather spend my energy elsewhere....this is really childish.
honestly, we're BOTH too good for this.
lets let it lie.
i didn't know that helping out someone on the ground constitutes a reason for a fight.
i swear to everything. i swear on dan, pistola, my family, and my career, that i watched you fall. you fell because of a puddle of beer, no one tripped you.
we bent down to help you up.
when stef saw you, she had no idea who you were. she saw a girl on the ground who fell because of a stupid drunk, and bent down to help, and so did i. and you kicked her and attacked us for helping you.
the disrespect was ridiculous.
i didn't even want to go because i didn't want to deal with this shit tonight and i had a feeling it was going to happen.
i hope you understand that this wasn't my intentions and that i was driven to this by the actions of you, me, and those around us.
to be completely naive and honest, i thought that since this was "our band" and where we've always bonded, that we would get out on the floor tonight and dance together, open the pit up like old times and forget all the shit and move on.
and this bullshit happened.
this definitely wasn't my top fucking choice of outcomes.
can this stupid shit be over because i don't have time for it, and i'd rather spend my energy elsewhere....this is really childish.
honestly, we're BOTH too good for this.
lets let it lie.