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i don't have confidence in anything,not that i don't want to. i think that there is an exception to everything or that individual things only seem a certain way at a particular time based on circumstances,and advice is only applicable on an individual basis and circumstances are anything but consistent. so lacking consistency i fail to see the certainty in evaluations and/or resolutions about nearly everything or any situation because the truth is supposed to withstand circumstances and exceptions, but rarely do i come to the conclusion that statements, diagnosis, resolutions or any other form of conclusion is dependable. it doesn't make me think that i am superior and my knowledge withstands the substance of events in life but it makes me realize that my perspective is altered which im almost assuming is a bad thing because nothing spawns from it but being an indecisive person and in some instances a really fucking smart ass. if i can't trust my own judgment what can i trust? redundant to say this line of thinking provokes questioning everyone's judgment around me regardless of caliber. very arrogant in all actuality. i just don't see the possibility that truth is truth if the truth is different for everyone, which it is. i suppose the investigation on how i feel about the matter is out of frustration discovering what prevails to be my personal truth. i could get more in depth and descriptive in order to better inform but that wasn't my purpose in the first place.