*Exhale*
Well, the piff with Shiann and I is over... so I think I've my best friend back. Her words were harsh, but needed. At this point, I'm going to start working on some major self improvement. I love Shiann for that. She helps keep me in line. I need to start getting things in line. College is right around the corner and I need to make some serious decisions about the Army, scholarships, time, living arrangements and such. I think things will be ok. It will just take some time.