all i have to do is dream...

[_aribbon]

i've been cooped up in my house just listening to the everly brothers and avoiding studying for the IBs at all costs. damn good harmonies. so far, i've successfully procrastinated and haven't studied for anything in the week that approaches. that'll be a crying shame when i want to go see the dodos on wednesday as a biology paper 3 and french paper 1 await the next day. high school blows huh? but as excited as i am that it's coming to an end i'm scared. i seem to have fallen back into my socially inept ways, so much so that i halfway expect to be a loner for a while in the beginning of college. lone wolf in the streets of berk? i guess i just need to grow a pair and not be so negative from the outset. maybe i'm just afraid of growing up. a couple days ago i was lounging in the sun eating cake at the park and then i played in the playground for a while getting plain giddy from riding on the swings. feel like i'm living in that tom waits song

When I see the 5 o'clock news
I don't wanna grow up
Comb their hair and shine their shoes
I don't wanna grow up
Stay around in my old hometown
I don't wanna put no money down
I don't wanna get me a big old loan
Work them fingers to the bone
I don't wanna float a broom
Fall in love and get married then boom
How the hell did it get here so soon
I don't wanna grow up

also
sarah saved this image to my computer and i thought i'd share


aint life strange