still depressed
and all the forces of the world seem to be converging to keep me that way ...
i had the chance to go to jamaica, my mother vetoed it ... and someone has gotten it into her head that i have a thou lying around some hidden bank account ...
for god's sake ... sometimes i wonder why she didnt jus abort me ... or let me die when i was a baby and bad things were happening. woulda made life a damn sight easier for both of us right about now.
what i would not do for a nice large bowl, gorillaz cd, and someone to cuddle and laugh with, to take my pain away.
i want to thank everyone who still oves me, even when i get like this. i love u guys so much :)
i had the chance to go to jamaica, my mother vetoed it ... and someone has gotten it into her head that i have a thou lying around some hidden bank account ...
for god's sake ... sometimes i wonder why she didnt jus abort me ... or let me die when i was a baby and bad things were happening. woulda made life a damn sight easier for both of us right about now.
what i would not do for a nice large bowl, gorillaz cd, and someone to cuddle and laugh with, to take my pain away.
i want to thank everyone who still oves me, even when i get like this. i love u guys so much :)