Sep 21, 2005 03:07
Well the first time in a long time again.
The most important part of life is living it. It´s also the hardest part.
I have spent the eternity of my life trying to avoid reality.
Books. comics. Cartoons films. series. rpg´s, meditation. phantasy-worlds.
Everything. And now it all comes crahsing down on me.
I´m here. But it __-isn´t-__ here that I want to be :(
But I cannot escape into that part anymore. I need to bring that into this world.
Writing. Drawing. changing. Thats the deal.
As the master of all Tranies says: don´t dream it, be it,
Also: don´t dream it. it is.
I have been thinking about the translating thing alot recently. It makes sense in my head. Its not that much more time and I would love it, so weeeeee here I go.
I am also very very very annoyed.
People matter very much to me and I like to matter a bit to them. I have been trying to meet this specific person since I hae been in sweden and now I find out that tonight that person was here, and noone told me.
How the fuck am I supposed to take that?
heh