Jul 01, 2007 23:32
have you ever looked at a person and thought, "what would life be like if i spent it with you"?
And then you think, "well it must be just as it is right now, the only difference is that we would have a title."
Then you wonder that maybe it could be completely different from what you have ever known.
Then you start to imagine what you would have changed had you had the chance to change things.
But then you stop. You realize that your mind is just wandering, and being silly on top of that.
You make yourself see the positive of what is as opposed to what can be.
But then something happens. Something you always wanted to happen. You feel loved.
Yes, yes. For a brief moment you realize that you have already felt loved, and that is not something new to you.
But then things change back to before that thought. You like that initial feeling that you initiated inside.
You want that love that you never had, but it's hard when really you're moved on and happy.
Why go back to it? It never did something so great as it was doing now... why go back to it though?
Why change what you had in store for you, because someone else needs it?
Why listen to those beautiful words that seemed to have arrived a little late?
Why not just be happy with the now?
Oh man, I don't know. You tell me.